You're the sound stuck in my head.

mmmm, is the sound thats in my head.
I can't get it out of my head.
Trying to think of ways.
but the only idea I have is mmmm.
Not really good enough.
I have to clear my thoughts.
or maybe I want to keep them there so.

mmmm, the sound that floats in there.
Running though my mind.
I have to make this stop.
Before I start to mmmm.

I don't really know what to do.
When all I think about is you.
I can't keep doing this everyday
and everynight, wishing it was true.
The past will never happen again.
I guess thats why
I always think of mmmm.

You're the sound stuck in my head.
I can't get you out of my head.
I have a way to get you out and thats...

The last few entrys are song ideas -.-..

Weeks go by and I am waiting,
Waiting for the day to call you mine.
I want this so bad you know I do,
So please give this a try.

You won't be sorry,
You won't be alone again.
All I want is the feeling you make me feel,
Not to go away.

I look into the sky and I look in you eye's,
And see I blueee.
Your eyes match the sky is what I said to you.

I want that day to come around.
So I can be with you.

ill drink you like an energy drink

When I first laid my eyes on you.
I felt like something happened.
In my heart I felt like this was something new.
I think about you all the time and...
Just waiting for a wish to come true.

Oh I wished for you and you appeared.
Like all my dreams are coming true.
I look into you're sparkling eyes.
and I realize that its you.
You're on my mind.

I lay here alone,
In my bed.
Thinking of what I ever did,
To deserve this.
I have some chance but I know its not strong.
I am waiting for you to be the one to change me.

I am so lost.
I can't see the way by myself.

Oh I wished for you and you appeared.
Like all my dreams are coming true.
I look in you're beautful eyes.
And I realize I..Love..You.

Another year went by and I can't loose site of you.
Hearing you're voice inside my head.
Theres no reason why we won't work.
I know I hurt you.
But I want to fix this.

I know I had chances.
I know you had a reason to leave.
I am wanting you back.
So I can make this right.

"scream" I can't forget you.
I want to forget you.
They way you make me feel.
The sadness you make me ache.

I know I had chances.
I know you had a reason to leave.
I am wanting you back.
But it's just something I need too forget.

This is has been running though my head...

"Lonely For Her"

Every time I'm thinking bout The day coming 'round
Well I'll be strong Well that's the day that passes into night
it's like I can't hold on
I can't hold onI'm uneasy, And I'm weak in the knees
And I'm trying not to breathe Not believing, Not believing you're gone And that I was the one to let you
I'm so, I'm so lonely for herI'm so, I'm so lonely for her

So lonely for her
I'm staring at the clock but the clock
Doesn't talk, it just stands still
A head full of fuzz, and a puzzle That adds up the scandal
No I can't handle three nights

So I shudder to think When the nights turn to weeks
Am I alright? The comedian said
That a day without lights just...I'm so, I'm so lonely for her

I'm so, I'm so lonely for her
I'm so lonely for her
I'm so, I'm so lonely
I'm so lonely

My one and only..I'm so, I'm so lonely for her (And when the rain comes)
I'm so, I'm so lonely for her (It'll fall and that's okay)
I'm so, I'm so lonely for her (And when the sun comes out)

I'm so, I'm so lonely for her(It's gonna be a beautiful day)
I'm so, I'm so lonely for herI'm so, I'm so lonely for her
All I know is that
I'm so, lonely for her.. for her

Open my window, oh..I'm ready to live with this
And you walk by my window, oh..You give me something to miss
White legs to the touch
Why do you hurt me so much

Well...

People are stupid!!

and they lie to mee.

but whatever... it's nothing.
So i'm in school again. I got like suspended for the most dumbest reason..
not fair.. now i'm back and its boring already.
hmm my friend might come over sometime this week so we can hangg y000 haha.

I live with at my dads house now.
so I'm going to be stickam a lot.. www.stickam.com/emericadude

so yeah you can go stalk to me.

well i'm bored. so bai.

blehh..

blehh.. iono.. im done. -.-

Blehh

I been very bleh lately, and I do not know why.

Complications.

Hmm. I don't know whats going on anymore...
My friend is like mad at me for no reason shes the one who doesn't care about me!!! and she like blocked me =[.

I have nothing to do in this class... The guy who edited my article is not here. SO! I can't do anything. so I'm writing this blog. ha. hmm.

Mellie Moments!

sorry.. haha inside joke... haha I like inside jokes. kinda.
there funni. kinda.

I hope my pants come in the mail todaii. It's been 5 days.. plus a weekend. soo yeahh. !!!
Banana pants. -.- ha.

I haven't been wearing necklaces =[ The chain got all tangled and I can't fix it..
People are talking about peace signs.. so yeah.
hmm.

I want food. I'm just going to go to 4th lunch again.
So I can hang out with jon. I'm finally going to get halo 3 back ha. but my xbox live is acting up again.

OH im dissapointed! I got the new a day to remember CD. and its good. And I looked behind the cover and this one song has the devil wears prada screamer in it. so I was like YAY. buttttttt he screams only 3 lines in it.. so blehh. but it was still uhmazing!!! I can't wait till whenever they make a CD.. there recording!

Oh and I'm seeing P.O.S. live in like a couple weeks. WOO! so that should be fun.
Warped tour is coming up too!

Valentines Day... eh. I don't really like it. but eh I have a valentine! haha so yeah It's all good xD.
lalala.

I might be like home alone this weekend. PARTY... sike.. but yeah iono what ill do.. nothing? Blast Music. TALK VERY LOUD! maybe. haha.

whomp whomp waaaaaaaaaaaa.

I'm on some crappy computer right now. I never write my blogs on my laptop haha. Well the some of them.. not recently.

My new shows came on yesterday. Nirto circus or whatever.. its sooo funni. and the new rob dydek show.. fantasy factory. yeahh sweeeet.

iono what esle to say y0. I think thats about it.


well =] =] =] =].

That is all.

heheheeh Mellie Moments.. that never gets old.

On short note...

I hate when people think there soooo great... Some kid was being so annoying and iono... not to me or anything... but whatever... I don't care. If he say something about me though.. then thats a different story.

On other note...

Man the N doesn't work on this computer... Blehh its lame.
We had a delay for no reason todaii.
Some other school like canceled.. so he had a delay. good. I didn't get much sleep last night.. IHATEWHEN.... ex's talk to you.. You should know who i'm talking about... She just wants me to be sad all my life. but it's fine.. Im used to it..

That guy has a camera.... and he proboly sucks... i'm so going to punch him in the face... HE SAID SAID FAGGOT.. omg.. omg.. im going to.. blehh.. Oh and I went back to add something.. He made fun of photographers... grrr.

Why do people even talk like thatt. I don't want to name names. its rude. but yeah. blehh.

I want food. I had applesauce for breakfast because my teeth still hurt from my ortho appt.
I ordered yellow pants the other day! woo! and Grey. I can't wait till they come in the mail.. hopefully by the end of the week.

!!!

Okaii. Thats all I have to say...

People = Stupid.

Blehh.

Happy Groundhogs day!

I am currently in school and I have no more ideas on what to write about...
It is so random you have no idea.
I hope they will even let me put it in the news paper.
OH! I'm in journalism class by the way. School Newspaper.. what fun!

I am doing good. Nothing really new.
Steelers won. But we all knew that was going to happen.
I don't even like football. I just watched the 4th quarter. So I can say I watched it.
I hate the keyboard i'm on. I miss my laptop... There is one like behind me. but it's to far.

It's almost lunch time. I'm starving. I hate my Lunch though. So much. I might just go to 4th again. Jon's there and yeah. Funny Stuff.

Maybe I should continue to work on my article... In stead of writing on here.
hmm. If only I would be okaii with short blogs.
AHH! My birthday is april 12th and I want a dog so bad. Like a small one.
I'll name him Wakka.
You should know that I want one. I told everyone.

Here wakka wakka wakka.
Hopefully I can get him.
it's ether a dog or clap lights in my room...
I'm hopeing doggy.

I'll make him a myspace and everything.
Just you wait. He will have doggy friends.
I'm so lame....
But it's all good.

POS CD is coming out at midnight. I can't wait.
Man the guy who is going to read my article is like mean and boring.
I hope he will let my article go in the paper.
Even though it is very random...it's funny.

Sum.
Up.
NO!

I hate suming up.
does that have two M's?

rn m... when the font is small... it looks like an m.
eh pacha?!

EZpass.. easypass.. thats funny.
Ibetyoudontknowwhatthatis.

no spaces. LOVEIT.

Hai, My name is ________.
I'm going to go bother someone real fast.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Wow that was boring.
I hate when people think there funny.
funny looking!

not ha-ha funny.
does that make sense.
Ihavepurplepants on.

BC13 mofo. I never say that im kidding.
mofo..
wow.

Mo money.
ew.
ENOUGH!

pause.

Well thats all for now. I just needed to write a new blog. For the good of the company.
what company?
ASDFGHJKL

A- At
S- Subway
D-Dinosaurs
F-Find
G-God
H-Having
J-Jon
K-kicking
L-Lemonheads

That is all.

Another Day Off...

Well todaii was boring/good. I didn't really do much todaii.. just lay around.. TV and talking to people.

I am proud to say I didn't even touch gears of war 2 today.
Arn't you proud!
Man I have been very distracted. Music and people and more music.


Well mose likely we will have school tomorrow. The most it will be is a 2 hour delay.

Sorry I didn't write in awhile. I have been distracted at that too.
Lalala. I am currently listening to the blood brothers.
Oh yeahh! I have new classes.

American studies 2.. blehh
Photography...YAY!
Journalism. Ill tell you more in a little.
Geometry... more blehh.

Okaii Journalism is cool because of writing. I am going to write random stuff like I do on here.
for the world to see!
err more like the school.. for the newspaper.. but oh well.
The school news paper... its to serious!!! It bothers me.. I mean I guess there interesting articles... but no one reads them. I bet everyone will read mine.
Oh.. theres something esle about that I like -.O ^^

I don't plan things out at all.. its just like BOOM!
do I plan this out? No I just start writing.
I recorded myself singing this one song.. I didn't sound that bad..
odd.

Hm what esleee.
I have no idea.
I have a candle in my room. I like it a lot. It doesn't smell that much.
but I love fire.
I need new insense.
I will be soo happy if you buy me them!

Its almost february...
Valentines day? ehh
P.O.S. live YAY.
Im going with my sister because we like that band. its like tight y00.
Their new CD is coming out soon. I already Pre-ordered the deluxe edition! ahhh!! I can't wait!
It is seriously like 19 songs =O AHHHHH.
Relax.
Relax.
Relax.

Well i'm going to sum things up for you in shorter words.

I am doing okay.
BOOM!
BANG!
POWPOWPOW!

When I was a baby... I cried everyday..
I sucked my thumb...
I wanted everything in the world...

Now?

Not so much.

Night /// Brightening up.

When that night happened I had no idea when I will ever feel better.
I never thought it was possible.
I have been waiting for this night for awhile.
The feeling of freedom, no more heavy bricks holding me down.
I finally lifted them off and threw them in the ocean.

I reached the end of this dark cave.
I finally reached the light.
I see the the stars that light the sky.
I wander around the street feeling relieved and safe.
It is really time to move on.

---

So this was an interesting day.
We had no school today so I stayed home playing gears of war 2.
I think I am addicted.

Pause.
Blank.
What?

ANYWAYS

I have school tomorrow!
It sucks...
It's the last day of the term.
But! I get photography class on Friday!
But! Jon is not going to be in any of my classes.
It will be very boring.

I was going to stop after that poem thingy.. but I decided you want to know more about my life.
So happy birthday!.

OH! my CD's came in the mail today. I'm so happy. I have the new Devil Wears Prada CD so I wanted the older one, and I also got 3OH!3.
I love it.
Who get's CD's anymore? Me.
Well I had a Target card so yeah.
cdcdcdcdcdcdcdcd.
That looks weird.

OKAY. That is all thats on my mind right now.
Chicaca.
okay thats all.

Snowingg.

Well, It's snowing outside. I'm really bored... I can't even go out.
Someone save me. I'm never aloud to do anything. I don't really like snow. The cold is not for me. I shake to much and I hate it! There is a bunch of little kids having fun outside. It is so annoying! I want to shoot them in the neck... But shh, don't say anything.

I don't know what to do. I am currently listening to "BringMeTheHorizon" and talking to my freind Racheltire. She's pretty amazing!

Well This sucks. I have a long weekend and I can't do anything. I complain a lot...
Thats not good.
I should find something to do. I might just go on xbox and kill people. Thats always fun.

RACHEL Tire: i think i want a soft pretzel
IpecacXneat: me too!
IpecacXneat: ugh now im going to make one soon

And that is what I'm going to do.
Thank you rachel!

Untill Next time!

Ahh finally writing again.

So, I made this blogspot so I can express myself even more! I hope you can find the time to read my writings.

As of now i'm doing alright. I am on a break from school untill thursday. It is pretty exciting.
Well all I have been really doing is talking to my friends and playing gears of war... But hopefully I can find the time to go out. It is all gloomy outside though... I don't like it at all. I would like to take more pictures and put them on my Flickr.

"Check that out by the way"

So I guess you want to know a little about me...
Well, My name is Anthony. I am 16 years old. I live in maryland.
Trust me... It's really boring. I can't drive yet. I really want to so I can get away and travel to who knows where. A lot of my friends live kinda far so I can hang out with them more. I love photography so much. Not only taking pictures but bringing them to life. I also love music. I play guitar and piano. I guess you can say I more of a individual person. I am very outgoing once you get to know me. I can talk to people for hours and never get bored. I can't live a day without my Ipod. I'm nothing without it.

I will write blogs every so often. So keep posted.
Thank you for reading them!.